Yeah...so...I often listen to audio tapes when I try to fall asleep at night...Lately I've been trying to listen to Stephen Hawking's "A Brief History of Time"..It goes through like the Big Bang theories and the workings of the universe and the development of stars and black holes and galaxies and all that stuff....which I find very interesting....but I dunno...It's always been like this for me...when I think about the history of the universe, and how (if) it actually had a beginning, and if there'll ever be an end...I dunno...the idea of eternity really freaks me out.....Especially since I believe I'll spend the rest of eternity somewhere once I die....I dunno....it just really freaks me out knowing that there'll never be an end, and things will keep going on and on and yeah...I dunno.....it's not something I like thinking about